I've been Not Blogging since August 11.
I'm going to admit it . . . it's been rather nice to not "think in blog" over the past couple of weeks. There are just too many other things to stress and worry over right now.
In fact, I can see . . . never blogging again.
Because it is so hard to be upbeat and cheery when life just . . . isn't.
I'm traversing some uncharted territory. Picking my steps carefully and trying not to fall over the edge. Nothing feels quite right at the moment. I'm not eating or sleeping well. I haven't worked out in weeks. I'm not knitting or gardening or drawing. I'm not blogging.
Nothing is normal.
Last night, laying there in bed (not sleeping, of course), I decided I need to flip the switch. I am not going to be able to face what is ahead of me if I don't . . . seek some Normal in my life.
I'm going to yoga tonight.
I'm going to do some deadheading and weed-pulling in my garden.
And I'm going to blog.
Because I NEED some Normal. (And I also need all of you.)